Thursday, May 19, 2011

3dads!

Yes, this may sound weird but I do have three fathers...... I'll tell you the story though(:
Justin

Let me tell you a little something about my daddy...... he's the biggest jokster in the entire universe and honestly, everytime I'm with him I'm constantly laughing! My dad is the strongest person I know.. he's been through so much in his life, I wish you guys really knew because if you have seen the side of him that I've seen, you would be amazed at how strong he is. My dad has the biggest heart in the world, he cried at Marley & Me(: (HAD TO SAY IT!) and he will  drop everything he is doing and go out of his way to help another person. My dad has strong feelings about a lot of subjects and when you get him into a conversation he feels strongly about, be ready to get an earful(: My dad is the most hard working man. He's a single father and has been for a while. My little brother is just like him, jokster and all, and I don't think of a better way he could be. My dad inspires me to be a better person and everday I'm reminded to keep my head up because of him. I love my dad more than I can even put into words.<3
Kari

Even though he's not my biological father, he gets as close to it as there is. My dad was there for me ever sense the day I was born. He was always there to pick me up and I honestly can't think of another man that would do that for a child that wasn't even his. He's caring, kind, and strong. Whenever I was having a bad day, his face was the one I wanted to see when I got home from school. He could always make me smile and still can. I have so many memories from when I was a kid but my favorite is when I took the bus home and I wasn't supposed to and when my dad came to pick me up from school that day and I wasn't there, he was soooo scared, so scared that he was mad at me when he found me at home. The way he found relief when he found me and how scared he was made me realize that he is my dad, no matter what people say. Even though we don't see each other much anymore because I'm always her or there or visting one of my ten families, I think about him every day and wonder if he's doing okay. I love him more than anything and I always will! He's the best father ever.<3
Shawn

Lord knows we've had our differences in the past and maybe sometimes we still do. When Shawn and my mom got married and he came into my life, I was bitter towards him. One, because I thought he was taking my mom away from me. and Two: because I thought he was trying to take my dad's place and trying to play the dad role in my life. I know now that that is far from true. Shawn, if anything, just wanted to be a part of my life, just wanted to be a father figure to me, wanted me to accept him. And I now know this, all. I'm so happy that he is apart of my life. Shawn is one of the funniest guys ever, honestly, I don't know how he comes up with half of the stuff he says, it kills me(: He's one of the best step dad's in the world. He supports me and loves my family unconditionally. More importantly he's good to my mom, me, and my brother. He's a good, hardworking man and I couldn't ask for a better step dad. I love you.<3

Monday, May 9, 2011

The girls!

For today: My girls. Mo, Chels, and Mist.
Mo, Chels, and Mist. I can't even put into words what you guys mean to me. We've always had our differences and faught like sisters but I love you guys sooo much and you are the best friends that anyone can ask for. Even though we've drifted apart know that I'm always here for no matter what. I have something to say to each of you individually so:
Mo: My cousin, my bestfriend, and my sister. When we were little, we seriously hated each other!! I gave her a scar on her face by scratching her because I got pissed at her(: I was the devil and she was the angle(: But as we got older we got closer and soon were inseperable! We had the same friends, went to the same school, we work at the same place and we were with each other 24/7! But as we got into High School we started to get busy, she's going to college now and we both work a lot! Even though we don't hang out as much anymore I still love her more than I can even tell you. She is and always will be my bestfriend; not even will death do us part(: I love you!
Chels: Oh girl. Where to begin. We've been friends since I was in 8th grade and she was in 9th. We faught like sisters! It was constantly. But, out of all of our friends, Chels was the one I wanted to go to whenever I was having problems because she just listens, she won't talk, she'll just listen. Also because she's the most caring and loving person ever. She knows when something is wrong with me and she insists on knowing what it is just so she can help. And, she's about to be a mother to a beautiful baby boy! All I can say is that baby is going to be the luckiest child in this world, just because of who Chelsey is. I will always be here for you Chels, don't ever forget that! I love you!
Mist: I never knew I could meet such a care free person in my entire life........ until I ran into you....... you were beyond care free. You do whatever you want, whenever the hell you want, no matter the consequences!(: I always admired that about you because you just didn't give a shit about what other people said about you. We've always had our differences and a lot has changed over the las few months but know that I still love you and respect you in every single way and wish the best for you! I love you!

B.F.F.N.E.D.C.D.U.P(:
( best friends forever not even death can do us part )<3

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Mommmyyy!

Okay. Over the next few days I'm going to blog about people who have made a huge impact on my life and how much they mean to because I know I don't tell these people I love them hardly enough so, as day one, I'm going to start with my mother!<3
My mom is the best person I know. She's kind, caring, sensitive, and the most loving person. She means the world to me. She's always been by my side no matter what, and I know she always will. We argue sometimes just because of the different kind of people we are: I'm care free, and she has a set schedule for EVERYTHING. But you see, that's the beauty of her. She's never late, everything is always clean, she has tons of respect for her surroundings; and most people can say that they don't have these types of things. Because of the person she is, I am who I am today. But we are also a like in a lot of ways we get irritated over the silliest things, we complain to each other (we know that each other will listen), we respect others, we both are very sensitive; one little thing can make us cry, we're willing to help someone any time of the day. My mom doesn't judge me when I do something wrong, instead she just tries to help me as much as she can. When I cry, she holds me in her arms until I'm done, or she'll tickle me until I'm laughing so hard that the tears seem like they were never there. When I'm mad, she lets me yell and throw out bad words just because she knows I need to get it out, and when I'm done she just lets me calm down before I talk about. My mom isn't the kind that would ever leave. She will always be here for me no matter what, no matter if I wreck my car, get a bad grade, choose the wrong friends, date the wrong guys (no worries, she loves my boyfriend now(: ), get an alcohol ticket, past curfew. I love my mom very much, and I know she's having a hard time with me growing up because she still thinks of me as her baby. But mom, I'll always be here just like you've always been there for me. So don't worry.(: I love you mommy!!!!!!!!!!<3